whattttupppp first blog post 7/7/25

woke up felt like shit. but isn't that how it always goes at the ripe age of 27? 30 days sober from weed! feels good but alcohol consumption in past few days has been concerning. we'll keep an eye ;)

slept well after coming off a night of 9 friends episodes and too much food for 4 days. got pistol to the vet and was feeling v worried but he's back baby. eyelid sewed closed but he'll be good and he's got drugs. he's a good boy.

first bad lift in a very very long time. tried to deload but just a quick 3 sets at 185 and 2 set of 70 incline and I was out of there. big bummer honestly. a lot is rocky right now so have to keep this smoking hot bod, since it's my silver lining right now

took a while to get the ball rolling. that shit was heavy as fuck but ended up with 5OB opps today. hammer. none of should matter hopefully but end with a bang! i don't feel recognized at all at work anymore. have to beg for shoutouts. it's really over at this point. have to shake and bake to figure out whats next, nice to know you get paid through your notice :)

little 4 mile run at 9 something pace. good stuff just getting out there. you're not a triathlete anymore, nor are you a runner. just run to run. honestly run to hate running. run to push through!

otto is back (and with a haircut)! and edie is so nice. he feels right at home already and pistol is drugged up so they're vibing.

trying to keep abi updated with little texts here and there back fired hugely lolllllllllllll not cute

back to eating some slop. no dairy and eating clean. it'll feel sooooo good. lock in this week and end it with a banger on Friday with the interview.